ahh is for aprehension

what disturbs me this week is the toothless russian man who gets angry when he thinks im laughing at him when really im smiling because i dont know what he is saying and he seems to want a response, he thinks i think he's lying, i smile, you laugh at me? stepping closer, and then he talks to the air next to me. mad, ill and toothless, i am not. im not racist like the man on tv who says , this is australia, not some other country, THEY should THEY should not. I am not like the people in the gallery i visited that look like someone painted them , beautiful, still, composed. My hair whipped up by city wind and my skirt a little torn. i am not like the other girl giving the presentation yesterday, who breathed quite effectively throughout. I am just one tired person with a lot of words to write and a feeling that there are a lot of people in the world that are not like me.